Not alone

You're easy to be when you're alone
You've figured those spaces
They're explored and they're known

Been there, come back, the answers are yours. There's no grey in what you'll expose.
No walls just filters for those worth the time. Happiness is earned and defined.

With interactions you will assess
what you know and what's next
You grow, you know,
When you're alone it's clear

Until change hits you, you didn't see
unravelling too fast to hold onto
You grasp for that person
the one that you were
But the story has changed and the spaces a blur
What is real this time
You're not alone, it's unclear
Where does one go from here.

The need

Loneliness is his, to have and to hold
Step back, breath he wants not your soul
For he takes as he gives but he takes none from you

Content to let you go
He needs only to exist
Content to die alone
Waiting perhaps

What holds a heart that couldn't possibly love more
What's left to give if its all been given before.
Is there anything, anything true
Was there anything saved for you...

This life

There's nothing but beauty
Beauty and fear
Fear that this beauty will fade

But to fear is in life
a life of death
An easier way

Safe without living
The life of a fool
Fear will steal you
So let go, fall

It all has to end
It all ends the same
Except you'll have changed.
And therein the beauty remains.

Untitled

Comfort hurts when realization sets on torn away eyes
Moments in memory cause doubts over control under your smile.

Dreaming can't dream the scenes that fog my days
Whispers that mould me
Evaporate from my skin.

What I knew then I didn't
What I know now I don't.

Time ticks on fragile ribs with every second lost
Until it stops
when I am lost
and found.